Monday, May 16, 2016

I'm Learning Patience

Hi family!!!!

Espero que todo este MUY BIEN!!! Looks like it was another great week. Well... besides the dog bite (sorry KC) and extreme exhaustion from ultimate. I cannot believe that Luke is so close to graduation and school is almost out!!! Good luck this week in state! I’m excited to hear about beating Lone Peak :)

I’m happy here in Calderon! But this week was... very patience trying. Frustrating. A week where I get to the end and think... I don’t really want to do that week again. But... like it says in the scriptures, we need to recieve ALL things with thankfulness, including many hard long days, so I’m grateful for it. Because.. I learned that I can walk more than I thought I could, and many rejections in a row actually won’t kill me. It’s interesting to see how much missionary work is like exercise sometimes. In the middle of it, walking hours in dusty roads and hot sun, it hurts, and giving up sounds like an easy idea... but you know that because of that, you will find yourself so much stronger in the end. Stong muscles, or in this case, a strong testimony and more confidence in the Lord, and because of that, I keep going. 

But first… I'll start out with the good things. 

Teaching our mamita how to make chocolate chip cookies :)
Yesterday I got to make chocolate chip cookies. Oh man, it was heavenly. And better yet, it was your recipie mom. It reminded me of those Sundays were we make skookies and just sit and relax. It did turn out a little different than usual. I think the ingredients aren’t quite the same here and they also don’t have measuring cups. So... as you can see in the picture, the dough was more like thick pancake batter with chocolate chips than cookies :) We also got confused with bake and broil.. so the tops were quite crispy and they didn’t have pans, so we tried to make wax paper work. Hahaha but they were happy and I was in heaven eating something that resembled cooking from home. If nothing else we had fun making them. I got to teaching a cooking and english class all in one :)

Intercambio with Hermana Gummersall (from the MTC) 
Another highlight from this week. I got to work with Hermana Gummersall for 24 hours and man, it was a good time. It was nice to talk in English again and we got to take a step back, realize that we were two American girls walking throught the rain in Ecuador drenched, getting lots of weird looks, talking to anyone we could... so different than real life but SUCH a good adventure. We had a great experience with one of our contacts. We returned to their house later that day and found out that she has a hard life and has been looking for someone or something to help her. We shared lesson one and she commited to come to church this week. 

Also two weeks ago we had Consejo de la mision with President and Hermana Richardson and lots of great missionaries that I hadn’t seen in so long! I got to say goodbye to Hermana Ettinger (she comes home in two weeks!!) I learned so much about serving like the Lord does and really giving up my life for the cause of others so that I can find it.

Saying goodbye to Hermana Ettinger.  I'm sure going to miss her :( 
My 2 mamas.  I got lucky!! :)
My first Hermana Leader....and now she's going home. 
We also had a ward talent show this week as a missionary activity and about 15 minutes before it started, us 9 missionaries decided that we should probably do something. We ended up doing a Dear John skit/improve and I was told that I was going to be the Dear Johner… I'm not sure how or why me (and I think all of you know that acting in front of lots of people isn’t really my number one favorite thing), but people were laughing the whole time and the elders did a good job, so I guess it turned out good! Hahah

P-Day
So yes... we had some fun things this week. But missionary work-wise, the majority of the day was a bit tough. Saturday and Sunday I think were two of the most frustrating days that I’ve had. We left both mornings with planners FULL of new people, set lessons, and I think all of them but 1 fell through. We’d walk to their house, knock on the door and either no one answered or they sent their kids to tell us that they weren’t home. These past few weeks we’ve especially tried to focus on finding new investigators. We get so excited because we have so many good contacts, but it seems that we can never find them in their house, or we find out that they really actually don’t want to listen. 

Long dress domingo...and apargatas (Otavalo shoes) 
I guess I’ve had it good my whole mission because I’ve never realized how frustrating it is to not be able to find anyone to listen. The good news is that I have great companions and we’re all in this together. We prayed a lot these last two days, every time a lesson fell through, and we really feel like the Lord IS preparing someone special for us. The tricky part is recognizing that when you give it all you’ve got, getting down and discouraged won’t do much good. So... even though though there was lots of walking and trying to talk to people, we made the days fun and got to know each other well from all the games of twenty questions. The missionary work is an interesting thing because I feel like I am coming to know just a part of what the Lord went through in my everyday work. If he did it I certainly can.

Something that opened my eyes was a lesson that we had with one of our less actives. She just moved here from Venezuela and lives in a one room house with a bed, a few clothes and I think a portable sink. She was telling us about her schedule each day. She goes out in the morning to try and sell empanadas. If she sells, she eats, if she doesn’t sell, she waits and hopes for the next day. We asked her what faith means to her and she said... faith is hoping for things that haven’t happened but that I know will come. Like I have faith that one day I’ll have enough money to buy a broom for my house. Wow, it is really so inspiring to see the hope and faith of these people!
Sisters in our zone.

As I was reading in the Book of Mormon this morning, I read a verse that really caught my attention. I guess it hit home for me today..

"For behold, ye shall be as a whale in the midst of the sea for the mountain waves shall dash upon you. Nevertheless I will bring you up again out of the depths of the sea." Ether 2:24

I have had times this week where I felt like I was on this boat with the Brother of Jared, kind of drowning out there.... but I’ve seen over and over again that what should give us, especially as members of the church, hope, is exactly what it says in this scripture. That there isn’t a trial too hard or sector too rough that the Lord can’t help. I read a quote that says... "There isn’t a problem on earth that the heavens can’t cure." The Lord is truely with us. I know it.

I LOVE love you all!!!! Thank you for your support, and love.

Have a fantastic week!!!

Hermana Yorgason :)

Oh the things you see walking down the street in Ecuador.  This is normal :)

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