Elder Yorgason! (Oh, how weird it is to type that)
Well you’re finally there. You’re in the MTC. You’re a missionary. HOW COOL. Just think about how long we’ve been waiting for this… practically all our life. We’ve sung “I hope they Call Me on a Mission”, we’ve studied, prepared, prayed. I can’t tell you how EXCITED I am to be a missionary at the same time as you. I know we’re going to be able to help each other as we share our experiences and keep each other in our prayers.
So I’m not sure how you’re feeling right now. Maybe super excited, maybe nervous, maybe alone, maybe calm. But if you’re anything like me, the mission is an adjustment! It is, and I hope that you know you are NOT alone.
Luke, I am soo excited for you. Right now I’m thinking about all of the experiences I’ve been through, and man, I have grown so much… spiritually and emotionally. You are going to become refined. The Lord is going to shape you even more into the person that he knows that you can become. He’s going to help you see even more the reason that we are here on this earth. You’re going to learn to rely and trust in Him, because some days, He’s really the only help you’re going to have. You are going to learn, you are going to change. But as we know with all growth, there comes difficulties. Gold can’t be shaped into a beautiful ring without heat and a lot of pressure and molding.
A mission is so so good. I’m sure you’ve seen that already. It’s one of the best things that will ever happen to us. A mission is also hard. I know we’ve all heard that before and it’s the truth. It’s a stretch out of your comfort zone in every way possible. Satan will try and make you feel like you’re not good enough, spiritual enough, cool enough, a good enough teacher, etc. If you’re anything like me, you’ll have your good time of homesickness and aching to be with the family. The language takes lots of patience, the schedule is an adjustment, sometimes companions just don’t have the same ideas as you do. The food is weird. The culture is different. It’s just super hard some days… especially at the beginning. But the thing is… its ok to feel that way. The Lord doesn’t expect it to all be smooth sailing for us. In fact, it never was for some of the greatest missionaries there were in the Book of Mormon. I love Alma 26 when the Lord told those missionaries to be patient in THEIR afflictions. I can’t imagine how hard it would be for Ammon, Alma and Aaron. They were thrown in prison, didn’t have much food, I’m sure they were made fun of many times and felt discouraged about the missionary work. But the Lord doesn’t tell them that they’re being whimps or having bad attitudes… he tells them that he understands that that was the plan and that he will never leave their side, no matter how hard it gets. Always remember that on your mission. In those times of discouragement or sadness, know that it is OK. It’s ok that its hard and its definitely ok that you’re not perfect. Its not a bad thing to struggle a bit. I sure did. I remember nights where I literally didn’t know if I was going to make it. I remember just laying on my MTC bed with tears running down my cheeks wondering how I got so far from home, wondering why I felt so weak. But it’s interesting to see what happened as I got to that point. I started praying like I’d never prayed before. I started TALKING to my Heavenly Father and expressing how it was for me. I started putting more trust and confidence in Him than I ever had in my life because that was my only option. Ever day that’s hard, every time you feel alone, know that it’s a blessing in disguise. It’s a blessing because its at THIS point in your life where your relationship with your Father in Heaven is going to grow the most. Just remember that you can always talk to Him.
Language. I’m sure by now you’re starting to learn Spanish and you’re starting to realize that there’s a ton you don’t understand. Man, Luke, Spanish was hard for me. I remember thinking that I was probably going to be the only missionary to never learn Spanish. It was so hard for me to remember everything. But know that it DOES come. Don’t expect yourself to be perfect at first, and count your blessings that you’re gonna be in the US where there will still be lots of English around you. Pray for the gift of tongues, study hard, and then just trust in the Lords help.
Homesickness. Oh man, this is so real. The blessing of having such a great family does come with a price… It’s hard to leave. Sometimes it physically hurts, I know. But something that helped me is to always keep the perspective in my mind of how short a few years really is compared to being with them FOREVER. Also remember the “normal-ness” of their every day schedule. Being away, we feel like we’re missing so many big things (at least I did), but I always had to remind myself that normal life includes jobs, homework, getting up early, cleaning, etc. We’re getting to have more fun on the mission anyway… ;)
Teaching… It all comes. Teaching will come. Just remember to study, practice, ask questions, and always bear your testimony of Jesus Christ. That will ALWAYS invite the spirit and help the investigators feel your love.
Companions. All my companions have been girls (obviously), so I’m not exactly sure what its like to be companions with an Elder, but I can guess there are a lot of similarities. Really, companions can be so great. We always have a partner, someone to laugh with and someone to learn from. But… certain companionships can also be super tough. I’m hoping that there in the CCM there are enough people to talk to that your companionship isn’t hard. When you’re in the field and you have a tough transfer, remember that every companion is preparing us to be better spouses, parents and friends. You will learn patience, but like dad has told me… every single hard companion we go through… it will be sooo so worth it in our future life. Just always remember which way you’re facing. The most important thing is not how much we are liked by our companions, but how the Lord sees us. Disobedience will always be disobedience no matter what kind of exception other people want to make. Never be afraid to stand up for what you know is right (yes, even sometimes on the mission). I promise you, you will never regret being obedient. Just decide now to keep being the Luke Yorgason you’ve always been and be exactly obedient… and you will be in good hands.
Negative an discouraging thoughts. They will come. They’ll come because satan knows that what we’re doing is so important. He will try to get us down through our thoughts… but something important is to recognize where they’re coming from. If it’s a thought that makes you feel bad about yourself or discouraged, it is from satan. Ask the Lord to help you, hum a hymn or read your patriarchal blessing. Satan would have you think that there is no hope for the future. God will always remind us that our future is as bright as we want to make it. Living with our Heavenly Father is our destination.. our potential.
Luke, I love you. I wish you could see through my eyes how much potential I see in you. You are honestly one of my heroes, one of my role models. One of the things that I love most about you is your pure desire to do what’s right. I really don’t know if you have a rebellious bone in you. You know what’s right and you strive to always follow the spirt. You are someone who really is “conquering the natural man” and I sure do admire that. I also know that you have a gift of making people feel loved and important. People feel this way around you because you put yourself last and put the needs of others first. I can’t tell you how often that it was that people would find out that you were my brother and tell me how lucky I was. People love you Luke. I also love that you are so so selfless… whether it’s with your friends or our family, you always want to help make other people happy. I love that habit that you have of reading your scriptures and I can see by the way you live that your testimony is so strong. I could go on and on, but Luke, these qualities are exactly what are going to help you be a successful and powerful missionary. They will help you serve the Lord and be such a helpful instrument in his hands. Don’t ever let Satan tell you any differently.
You are starting the greatest ride of your life. We are disciples of Jesus Christ and are here to proclaim the truth to the world. Every morning look at your name tag and remember that Christ is on your side. He is your teammate, your friend, your brother, your Savior. I know without a doubt that what we are doing is of eternal significance. This church is true. We have a living prophet, we have the spirit, the book of Mormon, and the knowledge of the plan of salvation. We are here to become more like Christ and this is our time to focus completely on that. I love you Luke. I am praying for you and know that the Lord will fulfill his promise and send angels round about you. Have a fantastic day.
Love your sis.. Hermana Yorgason
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